Sean (darksoul) wrote,
Sean
darksoul

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Indier than thou (unless you hooked me up with the tunes)...


Glue - Seconds Away

This is my last letter, but I shouldn't have told you that.
It leaves me open to let downs
I'm not sure how I got here,
But I know I'm tired from traveling and thinking about November,
I feel like every day I have something new to tell you,
Show you what I've written or expect an honest opinion back,
But the problem is that your ghost doesn't talk to me anymore,
See I'll close my eyes and fall in love to old song that sound tracked us as we happened,
Writing about what you've lost is an addiction,
It's the need to hold on and live out that one conversation where nothing else mattered but you,
It should be understood that I cant see past streets that are covered with forests in the springtime,
And I feel that the only thing that can explain me right now is this piano,
Cause with only a few short notes it seems to be explaining what I've tried to do with a million washed up words,
Hopefully you'll understand that my hearts on standby and I'm waiting for that password to be whispered in my ear,
How amazing it would be to feel again, (I do feel again)
I never thought that was to much to ask.
No matter how many dead ends or empty days I've had to make it through my feet aren't going anywhere,
There's so much confusion and helplessness,
And we've been collecting these moments for longer than we should have been expected too,
Even so far away, you found me faceless and silent, but I'm used to that,
And if this is the only way that I can deal with my environment,
I'll explore what's around me and look for your face in the crowd,
I speak for so many people without even meeting them face to face,
No matter what happens I'm confident that I made the right choices and I never broke a promise, I take pride in that,
So now I'll sit back and wait for karma to answer my calls,
So Wave back to me saying so words,
you cant distinguish what's to keep and what's to ignore,
This is still addressed to no one and her pet name was anonymous,
I crumbled under broken trust and now everything is changed,
And I've never fallen by myself, but had a loving push,
I recycle my mistakes and give them what it takes,
You can break me in half and I'll put myself back together again,
Crash my world again, nothing could be better than failing eyes and bleeding ears and broken ear drums,
Come to me with empty space and fill my Eden with weeds,
Paradise must look nice from 50 miles away,
And I'm being dragged back to the debt I cant pay,
So I crawl my way out of you and retract into me,
You can shoot me at close range and watch the anger slowly dissipate,
This is a battle cry, the anthem of rejection for those who pick the pieces up and throw them into the fire and watch them burn,
The invisible doesn't exist cause my skeleton's been ripped,
Yeah your name is worth it but I still bypass all my turns,
So tear the sunrise away from my smile because my frown wears thunder perfect,
And my eating habits suffer because I've eaten all of your lies,
So keep this in a safe place and pull it out when you feel happy,
Keep this in a safe place and pull it out when you feel happy.
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