sorting out some things right now, thinking i should put my current emotional issues in the wood chipper and move forward with life. they're making things too complicated and i know there's no way of resolving them. it's one thing to say that and another thing entirely to do it. the perfect solution that won't possibly happen: a new and unexpected relationship with someone who shares my outlook and a number of my interests with no expectations of what will happen next or where we'll be in a year, 9 months, or 6 weeks. liklihood of this: .025% chance.
cancelled my mini-road trip plans for this weekend because i'd forgotten kat's birthday was saturday. must remember to go get her the surprise present that she must have. ;) mini-road trip rescheduled for next weekend, heather has already been notified of the change in plans.
perhaps i'll have a news post for you fun folks later...