lonelytoday looks like it's going to be another boring day at the office. i already want to go home for the day. *sighs* must make it to thursday, must make it to thursday...
as is it were any different than usual, i did a lot of thinking last night before going to sleep about my life and the direction i'm taking with it. had to concede defeat to some things i'd been unwilling to admit to myself. the facade i try to keep for no one except myself is falling to the wayside in the wake of my constantly shifting mood. i might explain later, i might not. right now i don't know how to really explain it all to myself...
