January 1st, 2006

into this night i wander

Lately I just haven't been myself...

For several months now, I've been having a sort of internal malfunction. A crisis of self, an issue that tends to be problematic for me because a crisis of self becomes a crisis of faith. Things are coming to a head and I think I'm starting to figure some things out. The same old lessons that I find myself continuously having to relearn, unfortunately. You can't fool all the people all the time, just like you can't please them either. One day I'll learn to be content with just being myself instead of constantly trying to please everyone else at the same time.

That's not really been the core part of my crisis of self, but I'm pressed for time and don't know that I feel like discussing it at the moment.

One day I'll make up for all of the time I've been away from here. One day.
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