November 14th, 2003

into this night i wander

:/

elliott smith - everything reminds me of her

i never really had a problem
because of leaving
but everything reminds me of her
this evening
so if i seem a little out of it, sorry
but why should i lie?
everything reminds me of her
the spin of the earth impaled a silhouette of the sun on the steeple
and i gotta hear the same sermon all the time now from you people
why are you staring into outer space crying
just because you came across it and lost it?
everything reminds me of her
everything reminds me of her
everything reminds me of her
  • Current Music
    Elliott Smith - I Better Be Quiet Now
zissou

the space between the bars seems to be shrinking. pretty soon i'll never escape this cell.

me: ...
self: ...
me: Yeah.
self: At least we're in agreement.
me: When does it get easier?
self: About 10 seconds after your dead. Well, unless you end up in a vegetative coma. Then it's easier.
me: That was inspirational. Thanks!
self: No problem. I figure if I have to suffer from being terribly nihilistic, then I should force it on other people as well.
me: At least you're motivated towards some sort of goal.
self: Oh no, that's just a hobby. My goal is to instigate war in the middle east.
me: But that's already happening!
self: See how good of a job I'm doing?!
me: There's no hope for you.
self: There's no hope for any of us. Haven't you been paying attention?
  • Current Music
    Elliott Smith - Happiness