October 15th, 2003

into this night i wander

My kingdom for a full version of the script instead of simply my immeadiate lines...

I sense a need for withdrawl coming. There are parts of the game that I, apparently, was absent from or had my attention diverted from. It's hard enough to play when you've got a full-hand at your disposal, much less when you can't even tell if you're playing with the same deck or that the deck isn't missing half a suit and all of the sixes. Again, that overwhelming sense that I've been shifted down to pawn status is creeping upon me. Yet another signal that I ought to withdraw.

I'm tired of running. When can I just stop?
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