*sigh* I give up, I'm done. Everyone can solve their own problems, personal and interpersonal. I'm tired. More tired then I've been in a long time. Maybe tomorrow will be better. Even that statement demands more hope than I have left in my system. </angry bitter sad frustrated babble>
...in other news, the general surreality of life in the universe increased 25 points today. as a matter of principle, not to mention emotional salvation, once again i'm going to have to be the bad guy. i hope this doesn't become a trend...and no, this post has nothing to do with any of you. still, i don't feel like mentioning it. giving it words only makes it more real and makes it seem as though i'm not washing my hands of the situation. blah. i need a real vacation.