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September 23rd, 2002

(no subject) [Sep. 23rd, 2002|10:34 am]
[Your mom ain't listening to |Disturbed - Prayer]

thank you for listening to me whine and complain last night. you know how much i hate imposing on people like that, but i don't think you know just how much it was appreciated. :)

btw, don't think that i've forgotten that i've still got prying to do. i'm sure you're issuing the same threat at me.

you came out of my womb and i'll stick you right back into my womb! [Sep. 23rd, 2002|04:48 pm]
[Your mom ain't listening to |William S. Burroughs - Warning To Young Couples (Huntsman's Hounds)]

i'll never understand people who become self-destructive when they're depressed. i've been highly depressed in my life, but i've never more than considered doing something self-destructive. then i realized that it wouldn't do anything but worsen my problems. maybe i over-analyze things enough to keep me out of trouble or there's some sort of self-defense mechanism in my brain that overrides the desire to punish myself, reminding me that making things worse is a stupid path to head down. why it's so hard for others to grasp this idea eludes me. it isn't as though i haven't experienced such agony that i might seek death or punishment of some sort for my actions, but to go out and do something that will very definitely screw me up emotionally even more than i already am? *shakes his head* a hell that i can't even imagine...
the weekend was pretty ordinary and extraordinary all at once. the usual. :) i'm nearly through Speaker For The Dead (reading it for the umpteenth time). it occured to me why i like the Ender Saga as much as i do yesterday afternoon. i'll have to scribble out my diatribe when i have more time.
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