i made one last commentary towards secludedgrrrl. beyond this point, i'm conceding to having defeated myself. in trying to achieve some sort of personal goal to try and help some other individual, i defeated myself. had i considered the situation and known of the past that this particular soul has with similar situations, i'd have known not to try. c'est la vie. welcome to life. this is how it is and probably will be long after we're all dead.
may the rest of this week be devoted to something more worthwhile. :)